Had one of those friends that whenever you think about them you want to go where they are and tear off their clothes and do unspeakably pleasent things to them? Yeah I’ve got a few at least two in Michigan that I can think off and one or two out of state, one for sure out of state.
It’s hard when you are with someone, or they are with someone, and all you want to do to spend tons of time with them. You try to learn everything about them, but when you speak online you get nervous if their someone will see and realize that you are being flirty or if your own someone will see your txts and realize it too.
Even if it’s all harmless flirting and will never become anything, there is that fear. That dread that you’ll be found out and others won’t understand and think it’s more than it is.
I know I am rambling and just making myself into an even more terrible person, I shut up now!
